Thursday, November 12, 2009

Enjoying life.
















This morning I looked out at the same veiw I do everyday.But today it took my breath away. It made me decide that today I was going to do something diffrently.Instead of living my everyday life. I wanted to forget about the things that suck all the time out of my day. And just enjoy life , and all the places and people God put in it.So I hopped on my horse and I went for a ride. I was still having my time with God it was just different ,and to be truthful I felt very close to God.
I got to see the frost still on the trees,and the fog moving above the fields.I got to enjoy Gods world.
And yes I still had to do school. But when it came to helping the little boys I made it fun. I told them about the bad birds that ate the farmers crop.I told them all about scarecrows.And when my little brother asked if we could build one I didn't say no I have so much stuff to do I said YES. Even if it ment lossing my (own) time later today to do my school work. But hey truthfully how long will they want to build a scarecrow for ,how much longer will my siblings want to hang out with me? So I want to make every moment count. So read them a book , walk over to the yard just to push them on the swing. I guess what I trying to say is don't forget what matters most because you have to much to do.Enjoy your family,and God
Make EVERYDAY count. Be DIFFERENT. ENJOY life, AND LET THE LIGHT COME IN!!!!!!!!!!








Monday, November 9, 2009

I'm too young.

I'm too young.
God has given me a heart that whats to help hurting people I want to show them that God has the power to heal them.
I would pray and pray that God would give me chances to do just that.After a long wait I came to the mind set that I was to young that I couldn't do work for God. He needed someone wise ,and older,and someone that had it all together.But that was NOT the case.
One day I have know idea why it was the day ,but it was I sat down and cried for the people around me SO SO many who are abused ,and is horid places,and doing horid things.I relized that God has put me he for a reason that I had the life I had for a reason.To bring glory to God.
So for now my heart is for those that don't know the truth.TO SHOW THEM GOD,AND TO LOVE THEM,BECAUSE CHRIST LOVED ME FIRST.
So God doesn't need a rich man ,and wise man ,a man who was had a good life .He will work through the weak and the poor ,and through ME!!!!!!!!! If only I alow him too.